My purpose in life

It was earlier too, but the things have increased recently. I try to find out the reason of me being here at this point in time. I have a job (decent pay), a good family, nice kids -- what else a person asks for. Still, something is missing. It is not that I am a boring person who sucks, but on the contrary I like to play, I interact with people quite well, fight with many and love many and so on... a unique human being like everyone else. Quite normal, if seen from a psychiatric point of view.

But now the story begins. I think what the hell am I doing? Going to the job, doing the normal work<<... Let me tell you that I am into Product Development in a good textile firm, doing good work and having three patents in my name. So calling my work " a daily routine" would not fit right.....>>, getting paid and coming to home. That is it. The people are hungry out there, we are killing the earth, environment is getting polluted day by day, forces at the borders are getting killed by the enemy and the climate, my children don't know who gives milk. They think it is the milkman who gives milk to us and not the cow until of course they are taught in the class and which they find quite interesting. They think that honey is manufactured by companies like all the other flavored products and not by the honey bee.

Anyway, in short I want to do something worthwhile. Which makes me happy. which gives my life a reason to live. I would like to contribute to the world, to the society, to give something BACK.

I tried my hands in business and ... OK you guessed it right....... Anyway, I am trying to get into big corporate as whatever they do at a small scale is huge due to their shear size. I think, it would be worthwhile to influence them in what they already have started - Corporate Social Responsibility and expedite it. I want to interact with the suppliers and work for them, uplift them.

I am trying the same with my current company and to tell you a secret, they are seeing what I am looking at....

:-)

Vivek